Freedom

This morning it really hit me that I'm done with radiation. I got up a half hour later than I would normally get up on a rad day and while I was showering and getting dressed I kept thinking I had to go to rad and remembering that I didn't have to go to rad. Then I would feel this wash of relief and lightness. At least I got to enjoy this feeling for one morning, tomorrow morning I have to go back downtown to see the med onc, the prospect of which is causing me some anxiety (okay, more than some). I'm nervous about what he is going to propose I do next. I really don't want to do chemo :-(( Well, this afternoon I have Open Studio so maybe I can put my anxiety into some artwork.