This last week

It's been a hard week. We're trying to figure out what to do next. Which drs. to see here locally. Which drs. to see in other places. When to do what, in what order. It's a lot of thinking and researching and decisions. Meanwhile life goes on. The last week I've had aquatic therapy, acupuncture, Open Studio, my oil painting class, my support group, Z's play therapy, Z's piano lessons, Xmas shopping, picked up my PET/CT scan cd's, had a belated bday lunch with a friend, Hanukkah, Xmas our of town with my family over the weekend, etc. etc. and the coming week is even more hectic. I've barely had time to think, yet all I do is think. I need to make phone calls but am barely home to make them especially the kinds of calls that require call backs. I can't give out my cell because I might be with Z. and I am not talking to drs. and hospitals around her. We haven't said anything to her because really, what is there to tell her, that things are up in the air? Better to wait till there's something concrete to tell her.

Thanks to everyone for your emails. I'm trying to respond to them all, but it's taking me some time, so just know that I appreciate the support and love and good thoughts.